Update

Sorry my blog is so boring. I guess summer is a slow blogging time and lets face it, blogging is losing lots of its hype. But for me, I guess it is here to stay so I can communicate to my wide spread family/friends and because it is therapeutic for me. So here is a simple update that doesn't promise much of anything.

Today was emotional. I was released from my calling in the primary presidency and said goodbye to my husband for two weeks till I get to meet him at his sister's wedding. It would have all been fine but it happened all at once and when I was sleep deprived and pregnant. I am proud of myself though. I did not have a break down. I almost did like four times during sacrament when Benjamin fell apart after his dad kissed him goodbye and left us. I just felt so sad all the sudden. But, like my mom calls it, I "mothered up" and kept us all together and did not make a scene. Normally I do not smother my feelings but this pregnancy I have realized that once I start crying I CRY and it is always a scene. :)

Its all fine now. We came home after church and all took a nap. However, I feel like the next two moths will be all about endurance while the hubby and daddy is away. I will work on perfecting the art of keeping going even when you are tired and feeling sick to try and make life happen in a pleasant way. I assure you that is more then a run-on sentence, it is in fact an art.

If I can finally get over my morning sickness it could even turn out to be a really fun time. We'll see. But for now I miss my husband who really has been my hero lately and I cant wait until we are all together again. Till then I will work on being artistic. ;)

I hope all of you are having a fabulous summer! I send my love to anyone who still reads my blog, you are a kindred spirit indeed! :)